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Dark clouds always follow me honest wish they'd back off
reading pen drip on my notebook I'm lost
typecast as a halo feel closed in
watching doors for the moment they open
I was the chosen, little did they notice
I force feed happiness until my throat closes
I can't help but lay hours in bed
still awake pouring over letters I read
it said: believe in desire
your time is coming up and you need to be inspired
yeah right, I lay alone bedside
calling on the monsters in the closet to kill me tonight
reading what I write by the moonlit streets
we're always in company but hardly speak
my outlook on this choice is bleak but
I know how you needed to leave

(Chorus)
I hear the hairs on the back of my neck say with great pride
your gonna do here this is your life
I feel more alone with each song that I write
waste away with me tonight

Here's to core of the issues I'm invested in
Sediments of flower beds dirt tangled underneath my skin
Where to begin late nights riding shotgun
until we watched the dawn come upon us
Ne'er did I lose trust in us
Discussed leaving bay state for a better place baby where'd you stay
Today was day 3 your lips never leave
I keep saying that its all just a dream
feet feel planted my legs want to roam 
see I still smell your scent where I call my home
Let down again, believe it gets better
Friends say I need a change of the weather
See the stars are always darkened on my doors step
Argue by the moonlight Vent for a chance to see the sunset
door locked and the phone stays silent
No more middle ground for my environment
Quiet as I write this maybe you will get it
Change the outcome of interference
your kiss is only memories
Exit strategy be alone
Write songs about the outcome within this hell hole
Events stay crisp my heart skips steps death stays knocking inside my head
Its all in the message you said
I don't know what love is now and so I'm infected
I wanted park bench chats laying in your arms length wise just to breath in your trap
and there I'd find rest, there I'd find you
sing songs till my face turns blue
call mom to relay my news
of the girl with the sunshine eyes who'd knew
that I'd still miss walking up to an argument
we fought passion on sunlit door steps
I keep saying that I feel your kiss
its just that I don't get it
I can't remember bliss

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from I Only Exist On The Internet, released July 31, 2014
Beat: Studs Ramrod (soundcloud.com/william-javier-benitez)
Lyrics: H.W.
Mixed: DJ Benny (djbenny.bandcamp.com)

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