I'm just seeing where fit in
Between bus rides that call for my dividends
Wheres the right track mom said to be on point when I want to make a statement in life
Well alright my bike rolls down cobble stone blocks and one day I'm a get up on this rooftop
And sign proud that I still have heart to continue when all I want to do with my life is stop
Indecision’s mark miles on my lifeline fuck it I'm better then my high school budget
I write songs when depression kicks in lend a hand cause I need help to push on through
To the next few who think raps cool but just a hobby I meant to keep you waiting in lobby
I can't seem to find to time to express my disinterest in people who neglect to accept me
Been blessed with friends who need a shout out
What up Diesel I see you in crowd now
Some wanna be down me I skip semesters life's jesters even when I'm sad still
Did I mention attention made me do this
I ruin every good kiss with a laughter like this
Ha I can't imagine any girl being down with the real me pressure makes skills dull still
When you find joy building on those Lego blocks let go
Don't force it revel in the moment
Or moments
Man I'm still finding happiness in keystrokes coping with anxiety issues
I see through facades built guilted into leaving it alone still
Stones gather moss when your on your own
Steam mom says I never call that's because we don't understand each other at all
But I appreciate my family for the talents that have landed me here
OR at least to be so outspoken
I write poems causing ripples in the ocean looking for some sort potion with an antidote to sort out
Simple tasks like procrastination
I waste time evaluating thoughts I scribbled in my notebooks
Got a couple albums that are overdue to an insistence of a reason other then expressing feelings
I've been reeling from depression
Learning that a little bit happiness downgrades aggression
My words are open thought giving what I got left
Stitching back together memories of my what hearts kept


There's no two ways about it
I dabble with my doubts
Situational depression let the sun out
Seek more explore your surroundings
For you never know what's jut around the corner from your bus stop
You could find a pretty palace
Haggle with landlord
Learn that living less is almost always more
It took awhile for excitement
But I noticed Fighting for attention from the women
Isn’t what's always gonna be let her leave if it's meant to build roots
It will it shouldn't take the strength of your will power
I was coward when I move here
My path isn't clear yet
The white picket fence is a damn mess
And maybe this is all ill really get
Messages from exes that they never meant to leave yet
They stay gone
Im better off anyway
Dismantling the reasons that I live the lies I do today
Here's to poor folks dead broke rent gone
Trying to decide what path they need to move along
My theory on poverty is this
If you got love in your heart you better than the 99 percent existing
Isn't it a trip to see your friends just coexist with people that don't give a shit about feelings other then their own 2 cents shared
well I do, that's why write songs about me and only share the truth
In my youth I used think that every girl I ever dated was the best that I could get so when the complications came and I should've left I stayed press on, I admit now that process is probably wrong